#5. Why I'm Careful With The Word "Admire"

Originally uploaded: May 20th, 2020 YouTube Link: https://youtu.be/_9RsdiKJneo https://linktr.ee/aleshapeterson *I'm behind on uploading to Spectra, but we will get there. Original Youtube Description: This is a long a*** video. If you want to read instead, here's the recap. 1. Situations like this makes me not trust at all, less likely to let people in, and makes me want to put my big girl pants on and save myself (which I have done since.) It makes me not want to need people. Going forward I will be very careful with the word admire. I have a very different view of asking for help. I learned that everytime I'm vulnerable, it can be used against me so I don't rely on other people. 2. Being the only child growing up, I don't mind doing things on my own. Being an outsider is not a big deal to me. When life gets hard, it would be nice to hear that everything is gonna be ok quote from time to time. I don't expect no one to solve issues when they come up. 3. If we happen to like